Today was really blah for me. Like, I wasn't in a good mood, but at the same time I wasn't in a bad mood either. I was just blah. Mostly cuz today was my Dad's b-day and I couldn't exactly celebrate it with him. He would have been 50. The entire month of June isn't exactly a good month for me, although I've gotten more used to it over the years. Its something that will never go away though. Ya know, I've come to the conclusion that I will never fully get over David until one of us quits. Once I'm not interacting with him on a somewhat normal basis, then I would hope that I will get over him. I know I'll never forget him and I don't want to because he's a good person to know, but I just want to stop liking him the way that I do. I came to that conclusion today when Tori told me something and I got that tinge of jealousy. She told me that she helped David move. Which means that they hung out together outside of work and that she knows where he lives. Now I don't care that they hung out, I just wish that it were me. I wish that we could do something like that together and not have it mean anything. But I know its not gonna happen. I mean look how long it took for me to get over him as much as I have. So, I'm just gonna hafta deal with were I'm at now. Anywho, Joey found out today what happens when someone touches the back of my neck, and he decided to fuck with me the rest of the day. Man, I'm so sick of working. I wish that I could get paid to do nothing. Oh, I had another dream about Dane Cook last night. It was similar in the fact that we ran into each other and became a couple, but the events leading up to it were slightly different. Oh well. Its just a dream right? Alright I'm done writing for now, so if I have something to write about, I'll get on later.

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