Why does work have to suck so bad? Why does life have to be so simple yet so complicated at the same time? And why does everyone have to make such a big deal about today? I mean okay, if you lost someone in the 9-11 incident then I'm sorry for your loss. I'm lucky cuz my aunt was supposed to be at the WTC that day, but something came up and she wasn't able to make it so her life was spared. But I mean, I don't understand why everyone has to make such a huge deal about it. I mean even now, its been 5 years. It happened, its in the past and there's nothing you can do about going back and fixing it. I lost a few of my loved ones in incidents having nothing to do with the 9-11 attack. And I do my grieving, but there's nothing I can do to change it. All I can do is grieve and then move on with my life. I lost my dad 11 years ago to cancer {that shit sucked}, I lost my mom's parents in the last few years. I lost my step-father last August and I just found out like not even 30 minutes ago, that my aunt died this morning from cancer. So trust me I know all about losing loved ones and being upset about it. But I'm also living my life. And I'm doing quite well. I'm not quite 20 and I've been living on my own and supporting myself for the past year and a half. I have a select few friends who I'm good friends with and I know will be there for me. I don't like the people who seem to think that they're directly affected by 9-11 if they're not. If you didn't lose anyone in the attack and you've lived in the middle of fuckin Idaho {not anywhere near New York} for you're entire life, then the 9-11 attack did not directly affect you and you have no real reason to get all weepy and whiny. No one should pity you cuz there's nothing to pity. But if you feel like you need the attention then whatever. You're not exactly the best person in the world then. Anywho, now that I've ranted about the day, on to the next thing. I called Cingular and got my txt message thing changed. I'm now waiting on finding out about getting my deposit back like they said I would. And I could be waiting a while. If I don't get a call back in the next half hour I'll call them back and find out about it. Alright I don't know what else to say so I'll write again when I do have something to say.

i agree
i blogged about 9-11 as well.

cheers,
sank
» thaitanic on 2006-09-11 09:49:35

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