Today was a slow day. It was pretty normal for a Tuesday though. John went home early and Will and I were on break for a couple hours. Right before shift change we got a crazy rush. Not too busy, but since it was pretty much just me and Gary, it felt busier than it was. Nothing that we couldn't handle though.

Anywho, as I had mentioned in a previous entry, Gary had found out who I had been thinking about. I'm not crushing on him at all; I'm sure about that. But the thoughts come and go. Gary's supposed to be coming over in a bit, when he gets out of work. He's never seen Waiting... and I would let him borrow it, but I don't trust his roommate. So he's coming over to watch it. I don't mind the company.

Now that you know what the 'company' part of the title means, on to the 'other stuff' part. The 'other thing' is that I've been practicing celibacy. I haven't had sex in over 6 months and I'm very happy with my choice. I don't have a boyfriend {although I want one} which sort of makes being celibate easier. When I do finally get a boyfriend though, I kinda want to sort of ... {I dunno if its the right word} test him. I don't want to have sex right away cuz I don't want the relationship to be based on sex; like it was with my last two boyfriends. I figure that if he respects my choice to not want to have sex then he might be worth keeping and staying with. If he decides that its bad that I don't want to have sex and he goes and cheats on me or he breaks up with me, then he's not worth keeping around. I'm not sure how you all feel about that logic, but it seems to work for me. I have to get a boyfriend first in order for that plan to go through. Till then, I'm sticking with my choice of celibacy.

I have three more days of work till I'm off again. I don't have the weekend off this time. I'm off Saturday, cuz that's my one day I always have off. I have to work Sunday since Erin is a fatass bitch who complains way to frickin much if she doesn't get her way. She seems to not want to pay money for her daughter to go into daycare on Sundays {but the rest of the week she's okay with} so I have to work so that she can have the day off. I guess I don't mind too much as long as I don't have to work Saturday. I'm going back to having Thursday off. The good thing about it is that I don't have to work with Joey as much. I don't like working with either of them, but whatever. Gary has his days too where I don't like working with him either. But at this point I'm not sure who I dislike working with more: Erin or Joey. Do I hate working with Erin's fat, bitching self? Or do I hate Joey's lack-of-helping, annoying self? I'm not quite sure. Oh well.

I leave for Vegas in two months and two days. I seriously cannot wait. I would honestly love for me to be able to just not come back to Tucson. I mean, I would need to come back to get my stuff, but I don't want to come back to live. Once I'm out of Arizona in the summer, the only time I'll be back is to just simply visit. I guess that's one of the downfalls to having moved so much in the past. It gets to the point where if you get sick of a place, you don't really have the problem packing up and moving somewhere else. People who have lived in the same place their whole lives don't really know what its like to move every so many years. And although they might get sick of living in the same place, that's their home. That's where they are most familiar, and a lot of people are almost afraid to leave. But for someone like a military brat {or someone like me} who moves a lot, they don't get used to one place and as soon as they start to get comfortable enough to start to call it home, they move again. Oh well. All I know is that I can't wait to move out of this hell hole.

Alright my friend is here so I'm gonna write again later.

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