I was expecting to see Justin again at some point, but I was thinking it would be at my place and not at work.

He came in today to order food. I wasn't happy to see him. And I showed it. He told me that he was in California and that he had told me that twice before he left. I would have remembered something like that had he actually told me. Come Wednesday I would have been "hmm, I haven't seen or talked to Justin in a couple days. Oh yeah, that's right, he's in California" But he didn't tell me so I just thought he was ignoring me. He kept trying to convince me that he had told me, but I'm not going to take it. Also, if he had been in California for the last week, why did I have 3 different people tell me that he had come in last Thursday to order food? Something's not right. Also, he has a cell phone. I'm almost 100% sure that his phone works in Cali. He has Verizon and they work just about everywhere. He couldn't have answered my texts or my calls? Even for just a minute? Its just ridiculous.

I'll still be friends with him, but the relationship is over. No ifs, ands or buts. I've lost whatever it is that I felt for him. I was just about over it too. I was almost beyond the 'pissed off' point, but then he had to come in today. Now I'm pissed again. Fuck!

So Stuart is still talking to me. I haven't seen him, but I guess I'm alright with it. I've gone a couple weeks without seeing him and I don't expect to see him too often so its not a big deal. I guess as long as he's still talking to me, I'll be good. The emo post that I did up a couple nights ago was just me overreacting. I didn't think I'd be able to handle losing both Justin and Stuart at the same time so I broke down. With Stuart still talking to me, I'm okay right now.

Alright, I have other stuff to say, but I don't feel like writing it right now. Maybe later.

Gah, I can't keep up with your relationships!
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