Today was quite the day; it was just busy in general. I got to work at 4am, after only getting a little over 3 hours of sleep. It's not my fault; I was watching the Westminster Kennel Club Dog Show. It's something that I watch, almost religiously, every year. I only missed it one year because I had just moved out of my house and I wasn't about to take over the TV for six hours {split up between two days} at someone else's house.

The second night of the Dog Show is on tonight. I planned on watching it regardless of what time I had to work. My original schedule for tomorrow was the same as today: 4am-12noon. About an hour before my shift ended today, Cindy asked if I could make it in at midnight. I didn't have a problem with it because that means even with a full 8 hour shift, I'll be long gone before the store opens to customers.

The problem with it is that I couldn't really sleep when I got home today. So now I'm up, then I'll be eating dinner a little later and after that, the Dog Show. It's not the first time I'll have gone in to work on very little sleep and I'm pretty sure it's also not the last time it'll happen either.

Anywho, I have to be careful now. I've started to give in to the thing I'm trying so hard to resist. But now that it's started and there's really no going back, I need to be very cautious. I can't afford to be caught, for an incredible amount of numerous reasons. And I feel exactly the same way I thought I'd feel if I were to give in; I want it so badly, but I feel guilty because of how much I want it. It's not just me who can keep it from happening, but I'm not adding to the resistance by playing along.

I'm also aware that none of you have any idea what I'm talking about and actually, that's now I want it. I go into the details in a password protected entry on one of my other blogs. Like I said before, if you want the password, please feel free to ask. I'm just doing this in case certain people happen to read my entries {since this is the blog I have linked from other sites.} If any of those certain people were to find out about what was going on, I could be in serious trouble.

Don't worry, what I'm doing isn't illegal. It's just bad. There's really no other way to better describe it. I'm sure there are plenty of words people use to describe the situation and actually, because of the position I'm playing in this particular situation, I'm not the one who would be looked down upon the most.

Haha, now that I've got all of you thoroughly confused, I think I'll end this here. I'll do my best not to make my next entry so confusing.

I'll take a password.
Not illegal? Do you mean it's not illegal in your place of residence but it might be in other localities around the world? Haha, j/k.
» ranor on 2008-02-12 09:01:50

I, too, shall take a password
I used to be enamored with dog shows until I actually got a dog of my own. Clarence (that's his name, I named him :) spoils me with his cuteness; I haven't been able to find a more precious pooch since
» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-02-12 09:50:58

i'll take your password, por favor
» lazypuppy on 2008-02-12 11:10:58

i think i've got an idea..but i keep losing your password...
» invisibleinkling on 2008-02-13 01:37:42

uhh...password.. it'll be best to keep people you don't want to know about it out.
» Nuttz on 2008-02-13 09:47:45

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