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Sunday. 6.7.09 11:44 am
I'm really mixed about things right now. Mostly it's because of Jacob and his recent change in attitude, but there are other things that are bugging me as well.

Whatever is going on with Jacob, it's not making him the most pleasant person to be around. He's not moody all the time, but it comes in doses that are not few and far between. I know of a few things that are possibly and probably triggering this attitude change, but I have a feeling there's more to it.

Why is it whenever I can't talk to him is when I want to the most? And why is it that when I finally do talk to him I can't say or ask any of the things I had been wanting to ask/say? I want to, but for whatever reason it just doesn't come out. Right now, though, with the mood I'm in, talking to him probably wouldn't be a good idea. I'm likely to say something I don't mean or have something that I do mean come out wrong and it be interpreted the wrong way.

Argh! This whole thing is frustrating. This thing called life. Weekends are never long enough. Work never just flies by. Bills are too expensive for the little amount of money I'm making. I'm trapped in Vegas because I can't afford to leave. Summer is approaching way too effing fast. The last two days have been really nice, but it's starting to get hot again. And with it being almost the middle of June, the tripple digit temperatures are very quickly approaching.

I need to go back to school, but I'm not sure if I want to right now. That and I can't afford it. I don't want to take out a loan because that would be even more money that I don't have coming out of my bank account.

I realize I should be greatful. I have a roof over my head, food in my fridge, freezer and pantry, cool air, a phone, a computer w/internet, cable and a car. But right now I just don't feel like being happy about those things. I want to focus on the things annoying me.

Just like I want to simply sleep the day away and I can't do that either. I'm done for now, but there might be more to this later. Depending on what happens {if anything} and whether I feel like writing about it.
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Robert Kiyosaki said in his book Rich Dad, Poor Dad, "you are able to push yourself more and be more aware of opportunities when you have others pushing you to pay them". It is a good quote but I don't know how practical it is.

Don't give up hope, you'll be able to get out of your situation.
» Nuttz on 2009-06-08 07:38:46

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» Otto (79.174.195.80) on 2010-09-05 02:55:46

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