I need to go to the Sound at some point so that I can just sit there {or stand, depending on how wet everything around me is} and just stare out at the water. I need to lose time just staring out in to oblivion.

While I sit here and work up the motivation to go buy bread for the left over chili from last night, I thought I'd write up a quick update. Then I just sat and stared at the screen for 5 minutes trying to think of what I wanted to write about. Then I thought about how much nicer it would be if I was staring at the water. Oh, wandering minds.

I really don't like men sometimes. They're confusing and annoying and so damn adorable sometimes. It's frustrating. Especially when I'm attracted to one and can't do a damn thing about it. Or, let's just go with the fact that I shouldn't be attracted to him in the first place. Let's start there. Usually when you're attracted to someone, there's at least some kind of small explanation you can tell your friends, right? Yeah, I haven't one in this case. At least not as to why I was attracted from the first night we met ... way back in February. I've felt this odd pull toward him since that night and I can't explain why. It would be June the next time we saw each other. October was next and November was last.

Unfortunately, I feel it's going to stay that way.

I need to get over this attraction. It's not right. I've ranted to three people in hopes of that working, or at least helping dampen it. Nope. Not even a little.

Next.

School is almost out for the quarter ... again. It's weird how quickly school goes by when you only have class twice a week. I need to register for the next quarter.

It's finally become cold and rainy here. It's nice. My friend got me a $200 jacket ... that she found for $15. It's cozy.

I know that one shouldn't eat chili without bread to dip in it, but I think I'll suffer through. I just really don't want to get dressed and go out. I'll probably be going to bed soon anyway.

Alright, this scattered update was more or less so I could rant some more. If this attraction won't go away, then I hope something happens with it so that I don't feel like I'm wasting my energy.

Until next time NuTang ...

Eek. Is this guy married or taken or gay or something? :
» randomjunk on 2012-11-13 08:54:16

the last few times I've eaten chilli it's been just as like a soup... No bread or crackers or anything
» MidnightMonkey on 2012-11-14 03:39:12

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