When in doubt, always use something vague as your title/subject.

Two days ago {or yesterday, I can't actually remember} Spenser deleted me from his Foursquare account. It was the tip of the iceberg, the thing that actually caused the hot, boiling water to overflow, but overflow it did. I was so pissed off that I gave myself the hiccups. The hiccups! Seriously?! Who gets so angry at something that hiccups are the result?

Apparently this is a new thing.

After I seethed for a while I was able to calm down and go back to realizing that the cramps in my abdomen were trying to tear me a new orifice.

Okay, so all this did happen yesterday.

I have been sleeping erratically lately because of the stress I'm allowing to rule my life. I'm negative over $200 in my bank account. Luckily I actually have food in my apartment and a full tank of gas to get me through until the next time I get paid ... on the 14th. Let's just say I'll be eating rather sparingly and driving hardly anywhere besides work and to the final 4 classes of this quarter.

Speaking of which, I'm coming down to the very end and I'm getting anxious about my final exam. It's a different concept and I'm not even close to prepared. On top of that, due to the financial chaos that's ruling my life at the moment, I'm afraid I won't be able to go to school next quarter.

This downward spiral has to have a dip in it somewhere right?

At least I have a couple people I can talk to about this. Friends/family who will always be there for me no matter what the situation.

I'm tired. I wish I could afford a vacation. Just a week to get away and not have to worry about every day life.

Anywho, I suppose I'm done for now. I really want to write about something good happening ... but I've got nothing right now. Hopefully soon.

Until next time NuTang. . .

Screw the week! I'm still liking the idea of a month away from it all.

Even though it's different from what you think you're prepared for I think you're going to do great on your exams you just have to go at it confidently
» MidnightMonkey on 2012-12-02 06:25:40

re: I really hope it works too... so far I'm 2 applications into my little jar and if it makes even the tiniest difference I'll be happy.

Yes... $5,000 will get me out comfortably and be able to cover rent, utilities, car, insurance, food and all those other fun needs... I'll need everything to fill the place too and an ongoing size-up wardrobe for Bubba every few months.

And yes lol a Pika-blanket. T's little sister is pregnant (due next month), and of course because of that connection, I'm making her a blanket. And from things that he's said, mixed with him working in cpu design, the pattern I'm doing is an 8-bit Pikachu :)
» MidnightMonkey on 2012-12-06 11:06:05

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