I'm giving up, sort of. It's all probably just in my head; perhaps I'm spending too much time thinking about things and playing scenarios through my head that I'm actually discouraging myself, but I feel like I should just go ahead and back off for now. If it means buying lunch for my friend, then so be it. I think it would be cool to go hang out with her outside of her own coffee shop anyway. I will still talk to him if I get the chance, but I'm not going to look for it or expect it. I've decided that if this is going to happen, the opportunity will make itself known.

Today felt like the first day of fall, despite the fact that it's not for another 6 days. It barely made it in to the 70s and it was cloudy, cool and rainy throughout the day. I'm hoping this is a lasting trend; I very much enjoy this kind of weather.

This is going to be short tonight, as I don't have much to actually talk about. I think got out what I wanted to. If not, then there's always tomorrow.

Until then. . .

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