I realized just now that in the last 6 months, I have cycled through being interested in 6 different guys. On Sunday I decided that I would go the entire week without pursuing anyone and I've managed so far, but after this realization, I'm going to put the pursuing thing on an indefinite pause. This year was supposed to be about focusing on myself and here I am doing just the opposite.

Saturday starts a new month and hopefully some new changes. Albeit small changes, but changes nonetheless. The energy will be refocused on myself because I have to improve that before anything else can work out the way I want.

It's taken me nearly half an hour to write this entry so I'm gonna end it here.

Until next time. . .

Wow, that's a lot of guys. Well I hope you can successfully pause your pursuit.
» randomjunk on 2014-01-31 10:42:33

I did the same in a span of less than three months after I left Tyler. I got wrapped up in all these different guys and stressed myself out. Only when I put my foot down and told myself no more could I really focus on me (and my kids) Then, my friend came along :) People have always said you'll find someone when your not looking, In my case it was true. I hope the same for you. You work your butt off and deserve to be happy.
» Midnight on 2014-02-02 02:23:58

Sorry, you do not have permission to comment.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.