to you who will never know
by: me

Write seventeen statements, intended for different people. Never tell which one is to who. Just write things you've always wanted to tell people.

1. You broke my heart. You tore it into a million little pieces and scattered them everywhere. Although I've gotten over the incident, I don't think I'm completely healed yet. I would love to see you again, but at the same time, I'm not sure I want to. I'm annoyed because it's been over 3 years since you've hurt me and I still love you ... and to think, our wedding was supposed to be in two weeks. Ha.

2. You've hurt her and I don't appreciate it. I would punch you in the face if I could.

3. Even though I know you're deeply involved with him, I still wish that you'd care about people other than him and yourself. What ever happened to family first? He's not your family yet.

4. All I wanted was a friend and even though it was your idea for us to hang out once I got here, you still haven't even suggested it. I asked and you said you would love to, but no, nothing. It was a lie wasn't it? Now that you know I'm actually back, you no longer like the idea of seeing me. Why is that?

5. I think I'm in love with you. I'm no longer upset when I don't talk to you every day, but I still wish that I could. I fell so deeply for you in the few months before I left, that I ended up hurting myself when I did finally leave. I know that you don't feel the same way about me, but do you think you ever could? What if we had been "meant for each other?"

6. I wish that we could have hung out more often before I left. But you lived so far away and with me not having transportation, it proved difficult. I will never forget the times we did hang. I certainly hope that we can stay in touch.

7. You need to leave. Just get up and go. I can tolerate you, but only to a very slim extent. You also need to stop caring about yourself and open your eyes. We've all told you that you need to go, but you just don't seem to understand. I, in no way, shape or form, hate you, but you just need to leave.

8. I'm very glad that we became friends and it's a shame that we didn't become friends sooner. We would have had some good times. But with visits in the future, we could definitely have some good times. I really wish, though, that I could be there for you better than I am now. It's hard to help when there's 300+ miles between us.

9. Even though I don't like kids, nor do I want anything to do with them, your son is adorable. I would love to make the trip to see you and your son. Maybe one day I will.

10. When I first met you I treated you horribly, and I'm sorry. You helped me out in a tremendous way and I still owe you for that. But the way you still feel for me is not the way I feel about you. And I don't think that will ever change. We will be friends, nothing more.

11. I don't know you personally and you have no idea who I am, but I still love and respect you. I really would love to get to know you one day ... unfortunately, the odds are not high.

12. Wherever you are, I miss you. I couldn't stand you when you first came into my life, and now I have to fight back tears at the knowledge that I probably won't ever see you again. I love you.

13. You're an evil, disgusting, vile person and you don't deserve to have him. I do believe that you are the one and only person I truly and utterly hate.

14. I envy you. You have the life {the job, loving family, wonderful husband and secure home} that I was hoping to have by now. I'm not annoyed, just very jealous.

15. You have been there for me through thick and thin. I admire your strength. I love you with all my heart. But sometimes, you just really get on my nerves.

16. I can understand if I hurt you, but it's been over 4 years. You really need to get over it. You say you are, but in the note you sent me, it's obvious that you aren't. The things you said were childish and ridiculous. I know what it's like to be hurt, but it's called moving on. Learn it. Apply it.

17. You are one very cool person. I hope you find the love and happiness that you are searching for.