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My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)
if you're bored...
How well do you think you know me?
The weather
The WeatherPixie
my little guy
elouai's doll maker 3
My Love...
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...hypnotising
Your love is...everlasting
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The hardest things
Life was simple

The Colors of the Rainbow {© 2004}
Red is the color of blood
That flows from my neck

Orange is the color of fire
That melts away my flesh

Yellow is the color of bees
That sting and send poison through my veins

Green is the color of sickness
That rests in my stomach

Blue is the color of pain and sorrow
That has caused me to do this

Purple is the color of the flower
That lies on my grave

And black is the color of death
That has slowly crept upon me
Monkey's poem {© 2004}
And now you come to join the wonders of my life.
So welcome, welcome all.
Enter that which is my hell.
That which is my life still unlived.
Welcome to this the pain that keeps me alive.
Welcome to my broken heart, a result of many relationships passed.
And to this curse, I am forced to live.
To my loneliness which has come from being forced to go.
Welcome to this ... as I leave.
Welcome now, to my suicide.
Life and Love {© 2004}
Life and love alike are similar to flowers. Like a rose. Flowers are born, they bloom, they wilt and they die. That's exactly how life and love work. They are born, bloom, wilt and die and in that time frame we go through so much shit, a herd of cattle could not match it.
Love/Hate {© 2004}
There is a very thin line between love and hate. You don't realize just how thin that line is until you are standing over it; half of you on the side of love and the other half on the side of hate. It is a really confusing time and it's not easy to deal with. All you can do is hope that the time passes quickly.
a day off
Tuesday. 3.20.07 3:44 pm
Ok, so I know that I've been talking here and there about how I haven't been eating, due to lack of appetite, and I haven't been dreaming cuz I really haven't been sleeping; I've just been having elongated states of unconsciousness.

Well, I'm eating on a regular basis again. I'm acutally gonna be getting some Arby's when I'm done with this entry.

And I guess I actually slept last night cuz I had a weird ass dream. Then again just now, I took a short nap and I had yet another really weird ass dream.

Last night's dream, I was at a school. My sister's school, to be exact, and I had to go get her from the class to let her know that it was time to go. I have no idea why cell phones weren't just used. But anywho, I was walking down the halls, like I had been there before; like I had been a student. I got to her class and there were only 3 people plus the teacher. The other two people with my sister were her friends, so when my sister left, her friends went with her. I was left alone in the room with the teacher ... who, after a few moments, I realized I knew. I had known this person when I went to school. They were one of my former classmates.

I flirted a bit, we exchanged phone numbers and when I decided that I had been there long enough and had to go, he advanced me. It kept me there another few minutes. Those few minutes were just long enough for my sister and her friends to get out to the car and wonder where I was. Then began the text messaging. First, I got a simple text, 'hey, where'd you go?' When I didn't respond, I got another few asking if I had gotten lost and that I needed to hurry up, we'd be late. After I managed to convince my 'old, new friend' that he could just call me later, I answered back 'I'm on my way.' It took me another few minutes to finally leave the room.

When I got back to the car, I had 3 pissed off people wondering where I had been, what took me so long and why I hadn't answered the text messages. I lied and said that I needed to go to the bathroom and had gotten lost trying to find my way back.

That was the end. I woke up after that. But the dream I had during my nap was even weirder. It was based around today.

I walked outside around dusk, but it was more towards the night end of dusk. There was one cop car on the road, and nothing else. There wasn't even cars in the store plaza parking lot across the street. Nothing. It was completely dark, quiet and empty. It was eerie.

I go back inside and suddenly I get a knock on my door. It startled me cuz just a minute ago, there was no one out there. When I opened the door, it was an old friend who I hadn't seen in a bit. I invited her in and we just hung out and watched TV. After playing a quick game on the comp, she said she had some stuff to do and left. I walked outside with her and everything was back to normal, only there had apparently been an accident cuz there was a fire truck and an ambulence and a small crowd. I walked over to the edge of the walkway to see if I could see what was going on, but I when I couldn't I just went back inside.

Then I woke up. Freakin weird. I go, what, 2 weeks without a dream and then I have two really weird ones? Whatever.

I'm pretty sure Stuart isn't going to call me cuz its Tuesday and he's got league hockey today. If he does, it'd be a great surprise. I'd be very happy. But I'm not expecting it.

Alrighty, I've made this much too long. Kudos to any of you who actually read the whole thing.
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Toowit
4 Comments.


You know what I notice...
...I think guy dreams are a lot more crazy lol, mine are always oriented somehow like an action movie or, in my most recent dream, I was trapped on a bus with blindfolded cadavers and a kid with a knife. Awesome. Or maybe I'm just crazy lol

The cop car part sounded a lil creepy, especially since nobody else was around. But you had firefighters, paramedics, and a police car all make an apperance in your dream. Is it prophetic....? Hope not :(
» The-Muffin-Man on 2007-03-20 07:55:05

Wow. Strange dreams. XD But the way you told them really drew me into reading this entry. I think this is one of the best blog enteries I have ever read.
I hope that that Stuart guy (sorry, I don't mean to sound rude ^^;) calls you. Especially if it'll make you happy.
» Toowit on 2007-03-20 08:22:48

What sucks about dreams is that nobody else can truly understand how they affect the person having them. :/ Plus it's hard to describe them accurately... at least in my experience...
» randomjunk on 2007-03-20 08:53:38

those are some pretty weird dreams...but interesting nonetheless. I like reading other people's dreams because I really don't have that many dreams.
» lazypuppy on 2007-03-21 10:58:20

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