I was looking through an old address book that I had back in middle school and decided to see if I could find them on myspace. I had already found my old best friend from middle school and its kinda crazy that she's married. But no biggie. Well, I found this guy that I was crushing on back in the day and he's married too. Sexy as ever, but married none-the-less.

That got me thinking. My old best friend is 20 years old {she'll be 21 next month} and she's marrried; has been for over a year I think. My old crush is just 21 and he's married. I'm 20 years old and I'm *sort of* taken, but I'm going to be single again very soon. I'm not even thinking about marriage and I have these two people from my past who are the same age as me and are already committed to one person for the rest of their lives. I just think its crazy.

I dunno. That's their choice. I'm still trying to get my life figured out. I have somewhat of an idea as to what's going on, but I only just got my feet in the door. Kinda like, I'm into the next level of my life, but I'm still just standing in the doorway. I need to walk further in now. And that's what I'm hoping is going to happen once I move. The move is opening up new opportunites for advancement in my life.

Anywho, Justin and I are doing okay. We're not seeing each other as often as we were when we first started going out. Most of it is cuz of my crazy weird work schedule. I guess that's what makes it better when I do see him. He's having some family issues right now too so that's another thing that's adding to our lack of seeing one another. I don't really understand why its bugging his as it is, but I'm not as close to my family as he is to his.

Alright, I don't really know what else to say so I'll write again when I do have something to say.

Yeah, I get what you mean...I think I'm one of the few my age who hasn't been on a date/in a 'relationship' yet. Eh, whatever. Don't really care. I just haven't met the guy yet. ;)
» Silver-dot- on 2007-05-15 06:30:30

Hope you friends live happily ever after. Relationships nowadays are quite complicated and unpredictable so I'll cross the bridge when I come to it. Hope your crazy work schedule will end soon.
» Nuttz on 2007-05-16 02:04:03

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