So Stuart and I just talked for a good 3 1/2 hours. We talked about how I felt towards him and how he felt about the situation. About the reasons why it wouldn't have worked and why it never will. About things that are going through his mind and things that are going through my mind.

I'm not happy with everything that was said, but I'm glad we were able to talk about it. I know that its still going to take me a while before I can change my feelings for him from liking him to being chill about being just friends with him. I'm hoping that with time and the distractions I'll have here {ie: a job, new friends, etc} that I'll be able to not focus on him as much as I am now.

I still really want to see him, but I'm sure its only a feeling that will pass. And its only being brought on because its only been a few days since I last saw him. With time, I'm sure this will pass, as do most things similar to this.

*prayer*
Please, God, let me keep him as a good friend, if I can't have anything more. Stuart is someone that I don't want to lose.

I think it's great that you got your feelings out, that kind of thing... relieves... stress... or something. (It made sense as a concept...)

I'm not much for religion but I hope you get what you're... praying... for.
» randomjunk on 2007-07-17 03:58:15

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