The title basically explains what I did today.

Last night was the first night in a while that I went without talking to Stuart. It bothered me, but there's not really a whole lot that I could do. I'm determined to not be the one to contact him first. I want him to want to talk to me. And not to talk to me simply because I want him to.

Tomorrow should be interesting. I don't know how long I'm going to be out, but I do know that I will definately be going out. We're aiming for around 11 or 12 so we'll probably be gone for the greater part of the afternoon. I'll be sure to elaborate about my day tomorrow night when I get on.

I'm so confused about the whole Stuart thing. Its starting to drive me crazy. Its really odd that the bathing suit I wear now used to make me think of my ex. Its been almost 3 years now, though, so my ex is no longer the one it makes me think of. Instead, I wore this the night that Stuart took me to the pool so it now makes me think of that night. Even reading HP6, there was a part in that book that made me think of the night at the pool. There seems to be no escaping Stuart.

Anywho, I was hoping that Charlie would have called me by now. I kinda wanted to hang out with him this weekend. He told me that he would call when he wasn't busy. I've decided that I'm going to wait for him to call, but if I still haven't heard from him in a week, I'm going to message him and see if he'd be up to hanging out next weekend. I really hope he calls me though. I do want to see him. Its been about 5 years.

Alrighty, that's it. I can't think of anything else to say. I'll write tomorrow.

DAMNIT
» Dilated on 2007-07-26 01:48:14

Your eyes caught me. I had a comment but then I had to hide wmy mouse so your eyse wouldn't catch the cursor
» Dilated on 2007-07-26 01:48:42

So, rather than i ndulge you o n my insight, I'll just say this.. "CURSE THOSE EYES"
» Dilated on 2007-07-26 01:49:01

I have a cat named Charlie.
» sphincterbutt on 2007-07-26 02:13:19

I wouldn't let the Stuart thing drive you crazy. Just try to think about something else. I know it's easier said then done. Well, I hope Charlie calls you. 5 years in a long time.
» Princess_00 on 2007-07-26 02:22:57

He's slowly replacing your ex... day by day...
» randomjunk on 2007-07-26 03:47:10

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» alexsedotcx on 2007-07-26 06:23:33

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