Fuck! I'm so goddamn pissed off right now. I left to go to the store with my mom earlier and when we got home, I noticed that the cat pissed on the couch. Which happens to be my fucking bed right now! He not only pissed on the couch itself, but on the two blankets that I use. So if I wanted to go to sleep right now, or had to, I wouldn't be able to.

There are two cats in this house, one is my sister's, the other is Jean's {the roommate} Neither of them see it necessary to clean the fucking litter box on a goddamn regular basis. Not even every other day. I'm fucking lucky if one of them decides to clean it once a fucking week.

If they kept up the care on their fucking animals, I wouldn't have to deal with this shit right now. Actually there are a lot of things that could happen to make me not have to deal with this. If Jean and Steve had found their own place instead of mooching off my mom, I'd have my own room. But no.

If they kept the cats in their rooms at night, I wouldn't have to deal with them. But no. God forbid you sleep with your own fucking animal.

Maybe I should have stayed in Tucson. I wouldn't have to deal with any of this bullshit nonsense right now. I seem to be getting fucking nowhere out here. I've been here a goddamn month and jack shit has happened in the way of progress out here.

I hate this. I want to fucking leave, but I have nowhere to go. I want to fucking scream and cry, but I can't because it would wake the people in the house. I can't go for a walk at this time of night because this town is too dangerous.

I don't think I should have ever left Tucson. Fuck!

That Sucks
» lyndeep on 2007-08-16 08:55:59

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