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My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)
if you're bored...
How well do you think you know me?
The weather
The WeatherPixie
my little guy
elouai's doll maker 3
My Love...
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...hypnotising
Your love is...everlasting
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The hardest things
Life was simple

The Colors of the Rainbow {© 2004}
Red is the color of blood
That flows from my neck

Orange is the color of fire
That melts away my flesh

Yellow is the color of bees
That sting and send poison through my veins

Green is the color of sickness
That rests in my stomach

Blue is the color of pain and sorrow
That has caused me to do this

Purple is the color of the flower
That lies on my grave

And black is the color of death
That has slowly crept upon me
Monkey's poem {© 2004}
And now you come to join the wonders of my life.
So welcome, welcome all.
Enter that which is my hell.
That which is my life still unlived.
Welcome to this the pain that keeps me alive.
Welcome to my broken heart, a result of many relationships passed.
And to this curse, I am forced to live.
To my loneliness which has come from being forced to go.
Welcome to this ... as I leave.
Welcome now, to my suicide.
Life and Love {© 2004}
Life and love alike are similar to flowers. Like a rose. Flowers are born, they bloom, they wilt and they die. That's exactly how life and love work. They are born, bloom, wilt and die and in that time frame we go through so much shit, a herd of cattle could not match it.
Love/Hate {© 2004}
There is a very thin line between love and hate. You don't realize just how thin that line is until you are standing over it; half of you on the side of love and the other half on the side of hate. It is a really confusing time and it's not easy to deal with. All you can do is hope that the time passes quickly.
dreams
Saturday. 8.25.07 7:15 pm
I had two really odd dreams last night. The people in them were the same, but the events taking place were very different.

The first one took place at night in an apartment that I had. I was with a few friends, some of whom I know in real life, others I knew in the dream, but not in real life. The three people that I knew, I know would never be together in the same place. So that in itself was weird.

I had just turned 21 a few weeks prior and we were meeting at my apartment to head out to a bar. The guy who was my boyfriend, I didn't know. Steve, a friend from Tucson, Denise, my best friend in middle school, and Ashley, Denise's sister were the three people who I knew. One of us had an 8 seater SUV, a light blue color, but I don't know exactly what kind or whose it was. Not all of us would fit in the SUV so the 4 people who didn't fit went in another car.

It skipped ahead to a few hours later. Our group had shrunk by about 6 people, but my beau, and the three friends I know were still there with me. That's all I remember from that one.

The other dream, it started out during the day. I was looking at myself in a mirror. I was wearing a beautiful white dress. My hair was done up and there were a few other girls flitting around the room, also wearing beautiful dresses. Their dresses, however, were a darker grey color. It was then that I realized I was only an hour away from getting married. I was going to get married!

It skipped ahead again, and I was at the alter. The guy I was marrying was the same guy who was my beau from the other dream. Steve was one of the groomsmen; Denise and Ashley were two of the bridesmaids {my sister was the maid of honor and will be in my real life wedding.} I was done saying my vows and was about to say my "I do." I took a look around at all the people who were attending, thinking about the things that got me to this point in my life and then I looked back at my almost husband ... that's when I woke up.

I sort of wish I knew what these dreams meant, but I know they have no significance. Oh well.

Anywho, I seem to be getting more and more boring. I'm not getting many comments. Again, not that I care ... I just like seeing proof that people actually read what I write.
4 Comments.


Once upon a time...
I started reading "The Interpretation of Dreams," by Sigmund Freud. Never finished. So sorry, I can't help you there :P It might just mean you want a relationship. Or something.

Haha sorry I'm just not very good at the whole emotional comforting thing, which is probably why I shyed away from commenting a few entries back ^^; I figure if I don't have anything much to say I shouldn't leave a puny comment and make it seem like I don't care.

P.S. This is the first time your page has worked in IE, no idea why, but that also makes it the first time I've been able to see THE EYES.
» The-Muffin-Man on 2007-08-26 01:39:22

I read your entries! :(

I have a few dream books that, for some reason, I received as presents. (I dunno why my parents gave them to me...) These books would tell you that perhaps your subconscious is revealing to you a desire to be with your friends, or get married.

Now, I'm not saying that's wrong, but I tend to find that dreams usually don't mean anything, but are in fact just a jumble of meaningless crap that your mind has put together to amuse you while you're asleep.

You can pick which opinion you like better. :P
» randomjunk on 2007-08-26 02:24:22

Meh.... I didn't have anything in mind. I know I want to have a smaller party this year though, it gets a little awkward when I have ten people, four or so of which I'm not really good friends with.
» randomjunk on 2007-08-26 02:46:48

I HATE THOSE EYES
Where was my invitation to the wedding?
» Dilated on 2007-08-26 10:08:51

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