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The Colors of the Rainbow {© 2004}
Red is the color of blood
That flows from my neck

Orange is the color of fire
That melts away my flesh

Yellow is the color of bees
That sting and send poison through my veins

Green is the color of sickness
That rests in my stomach

Blue is the color of pain and sorrow
That has caused me to do this

Purple is the color of the flower
That lies on my grave

And black is the color of death
That has slowly crept upon me
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Enter that which is my hell.
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Welcome to my broken heart, a result of many relationships passed.
And to this curse, I am forced to live.
To my loneliness which has come from being forced to go.
Welcome to this ... as I leave.
Welcome now, to my suicide.
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Life and love alike are similar to flowers. Like a rose. Flowers are born, they bloom, they wilt and they die. That's exactly how life and love work. They are born, bloom, wilt and die and in that time frame we go through so much shit, a herd of cattle could not match it.
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There is a very thin line between love and hate. You don't realize just how thin that line is until you are standing over it; half of you on the side of love and the other half on the side of hate. It is a really confusing time and it's not easy to deal with. All you can do is hope that the time passes quickly.
the dark day approaches
Monday. 10.1.07 2:33 pm
As much as I don't like it, I can't seem to stop talking about it. My 21st birthday is on Friday. What do I plan on doing? Nothing special. No partying. No going out and getting wasted beyond imagination. No gambling. Well, maybe some gambling, but only because I finally can. I might get a drink or two too, but nothing extreme.

Having lived in Vegas 3 seperate times, I'm used to the casinos. The only thing I don't like, is that I'm confined to specific areas of the casino because I'm not yet old enough to gamble. I have no urge to sit down at a table or a machine, but if I'm in a conversation with my mom, I want to be able to continue it if she stops at a machine. Even if you're not playing, you're not allowed to stand in the area if you're under 21. Its quite annoying. From Friday on, I will no longer have to worry about that.

I have no idea what I want for dinner. I'm actually leaning towards having pizza delivered. I don't want to go out anywhere; someone might slip and announce that its my birthday. Seeing as how restaurants have a bad habit of making their employees sing it, I'd rather spare them the annoyance and myself the embarassment. I don't want anything fancy, nor can I really afford it even if I did want it.

I already know that I want a chocolate cake, but I'm deciding whether I want an ice cream cake or a regular one. At the moment, I'm not leaning more towards one or the other. I have until Friday to decide. Something tells me I still won't be decided by then either.

October seems to be a very popular month for birthdays. My first ex's 21st is today. My friend Thomas's 22nd is tomorrow. My 21st is on Friday. Stuart's 21st is on Saturday. Scott's 21st is on Sunday. My best friend's ex's 20th is on Sunday also. Later this month, Charlie's birthday is on the 26th and then my Uncle's birthday is on Halloween. Its a good thing I'm not close to all of these people. I'd need an awesome paying job in order to pay for gifts for everyone.

Alright, I think this'll be the last entry about my birthday until the actual day. I'll do my best to avoid the topic. I want to avoid the day; unfortunately its impossible.

End of entry.
9 Comments.


I put in my vote for icecream cake. They're just too good.
» money4blogging on 2007-10-01 07:48:28

wow u have a lot of people having their birthday almost the same day as u!
» renaye on 2007-10-01 10:08:51

Minors aren't allowed to stand in parts of casinos? I never knew that....
» randomjunk on 2007-10-01 10:43:34

Hmm.. Ice cream chocolate for me too.
You would bust a big hole in your pocket if you did have to buy so many gifts. Why do you want to avoid your 21st?
» Xboyz on 2007-10-02 02:29:39

That really should
» Xboyz on 2007-10-02 02:39:14

Sorry I accidentally pressed enter on that one
I mean, that really shouldn't be the case should it? Aren't birthdays meant to be celebrated?
» Xboyz on 2007-10-02 02:40:07

I see
If that's the case.. Then it's totally up to you.. Hahha. .Have fun
» Xboyz on 2007-10-02 02:54:08

I'm going for the ice cream cake.. Anyway, I'm with you on going out on your birthday. I don't know why my brother likes to celebrate his birthday that much that he would spend tonnes of money into a not lavish at all birthday party, where I'll see the annoying ... nevermind that. Anyway, I have a string of birthdays coming up next week, hopefully I'll remember to get them birthday cards and mail it to them.
» Nuttz on 2007-10-02 02:57:36

Yeah, they can be
But on other times, they're great too. HAHA
» Xboyz on 2007-10-03 01:45:53

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