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if you're bored...
you can check out these sites: vids & games my myspace page games to play if you're really that bored my facebook profile Foamy! Adrey's music page that's about it for now. I'll be adding more links later How well do you think you know me? My Love... The Colors of the Rainbow {© 2004}
Red is the color of blood That flows from my neck Orange is the color of fire That melts away my flesh Yellow is the color of bees That sting and send poison through my veins Green is the color of sickness That rests in my stomach Blue is the color of pain and sorrow That has caused me to do this Purple is the color of the flower That lies on my grave And black is the color of death That has slowly crept upon me Monkey's poem {© 2004}
And now you come to join the wonders of my life. So welcome, welcome all. Enter that which is my hell. That which is my life still unlived. Welcome to this the pain that keeps me alive. Welcome to my broken heart, a result of many relationships passed. And to this curse, I am forced to live. To my loneliness which has come from being forced to go. Welcome to this ... as I leave. Welcome now, to my suicide. Life and Love {© 2004}
Life and love alike are similar to flowers. Like a rose. Flowers are born, they bloom, they wilt and they die. That's exactly how life and love work. They are born, bloom, wilt and die and in that time frame we go through so much shit, a herd of cattle could not match it. Love/Hate {© 2004}
There is a very thin line between love and hate. You don't realize just how thin that line is until you are standing over it; half of you on the side of love and the other half on the side of hate. It is a really confusing time and it's not easy to deal with. All you can do is hope that the time passes quickly. | alright, yesterday Saturday. 10.6.07 2:25 pm We didn't go out in the morning to breakfast. Mainly because I didn't get up until almost 12:30pm, but I also didn't go to bed until close to 4 and I didn't feel like getting up. When I finally got up and was awake enough to want to go out, it was 2:00pm. We headed over to Outback Steakhouse, but they don't open until 4. So we agreed on meeting up there at 5:30pm for dinner. Ma and I then left to go to the Texas. I got my player's card and headed over to the bingo hall. Didn't win anything, but it was fun. On our way out, I sat down at a slot machine, put a $20 in and walked away with the same $20. So I didn't win anything, but I didn't lose anything. We left the Texas and headed over to Outback. We got there before Lori and Tony did so we sat outside for about 15 minutes. While we were waiting, I was leaning up against the railing and ma was sitting on the bench by the wall. I was watching the reflection of the cars in the window, when I realized, "I hope there aren't people sitting in the boothes by the window. They might think I'm staring at them." Then I also thought, "they can't see mom so they might also think I'm talking to myself." It was kinda funny. Lori and Tony finally showed up, we went in and were seated immediately. It was good timing because just after we were seated, they started a waiting list. All we ordered was appetizers, but they were like meals themselves. Ma and Lori wanted me to order a drink, just because I could, so I got a kiwi-infused melon martini. It was alright. We had fun at dinner. Our conversations are always interesting at dinner though. After we left Outback, we stopped at home for a minute, then me and ma headed out again. This time we went to the Cannery and played bingo there. I came close to winning. I was 3 numbers away from winning $76,000. That would have been nice. I didn't enjoy myself as much this time, because the hall was much more full and the guy who was sitting across from me was smoking the whole time. I couldn't breathe for an hour. And I smelled like smoke when I left. It was horrible. We never got around to buying a cake. I kept forgetting. And since we were all full from Outback, we decided not to buy pizza. Instead, ma told me that we'd buy my cake today and we'd have pizza for dinner tonight. For the most part yesterday was a good day. I still wish I could have celebrated it with friends, but you can't have everything you want right? Today is Stuart's 21st birthday and tomorrow is my friend Scott's 21st birthday. The original plan was to celebrate it with both of them. Not necessarily on the exact day, but close enough. That plan became moot when my other plans didn't go through. Oh well. I know this is a long entry; I planned on it being long. But now I'm done. Till tomorrow. 2 Comments. |
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