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if you're bored...
you can check out these sites: vids & games my myspace page games to play if you're really that bored my facebook profile Foamy! Adrey's music page that's about it for now. I'll be adding more links later How well do you think you know me? My Love... The Colors of the Rainbow {© 2004}
Red is the color of blood That flows from my neck Orange is the color of fire That melts away my flesh Yellow is the color of bees That sting and send poison through my veins Green is the color of sickness That rests in my stomach Blue is the color of pain and sorrow That has caused me to do this Purple is the color of the flower That lies on my grave And black is the color of death That has slowly crept upon me Monkey's poem {© 2004}
And now you come to join the wonders of my life. So welcome, welcome all. Enter that which is my hell. That which is my life still unlived. Welcome to this the pain that keeps me alive. Welcome to my broken heart, a result of many relationships passed. And to this curse, I am forced to live. To my loneliness which has come from being forced to go. Welcome to this ... as I leave. Welcome now, to my suicide. Life and Love {© 2004}
Life and love alike are similar to flowers. Like a rose. Flowers are born, they bloom, they wilt and they die. That's exactly how life and love work. They are born, bloom, wilt and die and in that time frame we go through so much shit, a herd of cattle could not match it. Love/Hate {© 2004}
There is a very thin line between love and hate. You don't realize just how thin that line is until you are standing over it; half of you on the side of love and the other half on the side of hate. It is a really confusing time and it's not easy to deal with. All you can do is hope that the time passes quickly. | obligatory first post of '08 Tuesday. 1.1.08 10:08 pm I spent the day at work. It was pretty slow. We closed at 6 for the holiday, but we go back to normal hours tomorrow. I was only scheduled to work 3 days this week, but I've been asked to work on two of my days off, so I'm pretty much working a full, normal week. I'm okay with it because this means my paycheck will be normal. It was a decent day. I got everything done that I was asked to do and I got it done in a timely fashion. It was all easy stuff. Anywho, there's this guy at my work: Sam. He's been there for a month{?} give or take a week or so. He's very quiet, nice, smiles often, kinda cute ... 20. I have a small feeling he's gay, but I don't think he is. It's just a very small feeling. I also feel like there's so much more to him than meets the eye. He seems too ... good. Like he's got a past or he does something outside of work that's completely opposite what his outward appearance gives off. I mean, sure, I give off the appearance that I'm 'innocent,' 'good,' and for the most part it's true. I have secrets {that only a very select few know} and I'm definitely not normally as happy as I appear at work, but I don't have a crazy life outside of work. I just want to get to know Sam more. I would love to know what he's like outside of work. But how do I go about finding that information out? How do I go about finding a way to hang out with him without seeming ... pushy. Or too interested? Ugh. I'll figure something out. And if I don't, I guess I'm just left to wonder. Alright, this was a decent post. A little less lame than the year end post. And I'm tired so I'm off to bed. 4 Comments. all the best! » renaye on 2008-01-02 06:59:32 Ooh.. curiosity kills the cat.. Still maybe you'd have a good friend after you get to know him better. » Nuttz on 2008-01-02 10:01:48 Maybe it's that kind of unspoken (although people do say it) thing.... "All the good ones are gay".... Well, hopefully he's not so you'll have a chance. :P » randomjunk on 2008-01-02 03:44:21 You should bring him to talk to me for a few minutes. I have pretty good gaydar. I was even successful at determining that these guys we saw at a bar a few months ago weren't gay (though my friends insisted they were). Turns out, they were just British. » ranor on 2008-01-02 09:00:08
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