I'm not exactly tired, but I can't stop yawning. I guess the air supply in my lungs just won't stay at the requied amount.

I have a minor problem right now. In the past when I've had dreams about certain things, it bugs me because I want it to come true. One of my dreams that did actually come true could have gotten me in serious trouble. It didn't, but the risk was still there.

Last night I had a dream about Sam. I was over at his house with him; it was kinda late {around 11ish or so} and we were just cuddling together under a blanket watching movies. It was one of the most comforting dreams I've had in a while. The problem? I want it to happen. I miss cuddling and in this dream it was almost perfect. {the only way it would have been perfect is if it hadn't been a dream}

The dream skips ahead a couple hours {it's now almost 2am} and he's suddenly hungry. But what he's hungry for, he doesn't have in his house so he askes if I'm okay with going out. I laugh, say it's no problem and we head out to his car. We get just about to his car and he stops almost as if he's forgotten something. He looks at me, smirks and says he'll be right back. Go ahead and get in the car. This confuses me, but because it's cold out, I get in the car.

I watch as he runs over to his neighbor's house, grabs the sprinkler places it just so on the lawn and turns it on. Then he books it back over to the car, gets in and we drive off. I look at him and ask what that was all about.

He tells me he's been pulling this prank on his neighbor for about a week. He goes out in the middle of the night, sets the sprinkler so that the aim is at the bedroom window. He turns it on and the sound of the water hitting the window wakes them up. By the time they get out of the house to find out what's going on, he's back inside. This is the first time he'd driven away, but we're so far away now, it won't matter. The funny part is that they'd asked him to keep an eye out for whoever is doing it because his window faces their yard. I laugh at how dumb they appear to be for not having figured it out already.

The dream skips ahead and now we're back at his place, cuddling again, but now he's got his food. {I can't remember what it was he wanted} He askes me if I'm tired and I say a little, but there was no point in sleeping. I had to be at work at 6am {it was now just after 3am} so he'd just be dropping me off at work. He felt a little bad for keeping me up, but I told him it wasn't the first time I'd be going in on no sleep. And I was happy staying up because I was with him. We both smiled and focused our attention back to the TV.

Then I wake up.

It was the most comforting dream I've had in quite a long while and because it was with Sam, I want it to happen. Oh well. Maybe it will, maybe it won't. Only time will tell.

Alright, I think this has been long enough. I might write again later tonight. It depends on if there's anything good enough to write about.

Is Sam an ex?`
» Dilated on 2008-01-10 08:43:41

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