I layed down around 3pm-ish and I was out in no time. I had turned on the Discovery Channel so that on the off chance I did fall asleep, I could wake up during It Takes a Thief, which is on from 4-5pm. When I woke up, I heard Cash Cab, which meant it was sometime between 6 & 7pm. I figured it was just past 6pm. Nope. Wrong. I look at my phone to see that it was quarter till 7pm. Apparently I was more tired than I thought.

I'm still stressing over the money situation. Lori needs finances for school, otherwise she won't be able to graduate. We still need to feed the household. Everyday necessities need to be bought {ie: shampoo, conditioner, bodywash, toothpast, etc.} Bills still need to be paid. It hasn't become overwhelming yet, but just the idea isn't helping.

My headache has not subsided any. I try not to focus on my problems while I'm at work, but it only works to a small extent. I've got my own seperate set of issues when it comes to work. I'm still trying to prove myself worthy of being bumped up to full time so that I can get more hours and possibly a {well deserved} raise. Something that would most definitely help the home issue.

I have to make sure I keep my mind focused away from the guy who likes me. I know he likes me and I like him, but I can't let him cheat on his girl. He loves her; she's the mother of his very newborn child. But because it's been so long since I've gotten anything, I'm quite afraid I won't be able to stop him if he were to do anything. But right now, that's the very least of my worries.

Lotus is very slowly starting to get bigger. I've had her for a few months now, but because she's still small, she still only needs to eat once a month. Cil, Anthony's snake, is getting bigger. Mice are no longer enough to keep her fed. She needs to start getting small rats. When those are no longer enough, she'll start eating large rats.

Uhm, I guess that's it for today. I can't think of what else to write.

Are you sur ehe loves the girl? If he truly loved her, would you really be a temptation to him?
» Dilated on 2008-02-07 01:32:53

yes, I do believe that he does. one of the unfortunate imperfections to the human nature is that you can't control the chemistry you have with someone. regardless of how happy, content, in love you are with someone else.
Ain't that the truth?
» Dilated on 2008-02-07 02:13:08

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What kind of finances does she need to graduate? The only thing I'm paying for as a graduation requirement this year is an independent health course online (so I don't have to waste time taking the actual school course and losing Journalism).

Avoiding thinking about this guy is probably a good idea. Like Dilated said, he can't control how he feels, but I would feel terrible if his wife suffered because of it.

Bleh. I remember my friend had a snake...he had to swing mice by their tails and bash them into doorframes to knock them out (and send them into convulsions). It was not pleasant...I have a certain affinity for small rodents too :(
» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-02-07 02:19:59

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