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Warning: May change frequently
My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)
if you're bored...
How well do you think you know me?
The weather
The WeatherPixie
my little guy
elouai's doll maker 3
My Love...
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...hypnotising
Your love is...everlasting
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The hardest things
Life was simple

The Colors of the Rainbow {© 2004}
Red is the color of blood
That flows from my neck

Orange is the color of fire
That melts away my flesh

Yellow is the color of bees
That sting and send poison through my veins

Green is the color of sickness
That rests in my stomach

Blue is the color of pain and sorrow
That has caused me to do this

Purple is the color of the flower
That lies on my grave

And black is the color of death
That has slowly crept upon me
Monkey's poem {© 2004}
And now you come to join the wonders of my life.
So welcome, welcome all.
Enter that which is my hell.
That which is my life still unlived.
Welcome to this the pain that keeps me alive.
Welcome to my broken heart, a result of many relationships passed.
And to this curse, I am forced to live.
To my loneliness which has come from being forced to go.
Welcome to this ... as I leave.
Welcome now, to my suicide.
Life and Love {© 2004}
Life and love alike are similar to flowers. Like a rose. Flowers are born, they bloom, they wilt and they die. That's exactly how life and love work. They are born, bloom, wilt and die and in that time frame we go through so much shit, a herd of cattle could not match it.
Love/Hate {© 2004}
There is a very thin line between love and hate. You don't realize just how thin that line is until you are standing over it; half of you on the side of love and the other half on the side of hate. It is a really confusing time and it's not easy to deal with. All you can do is hope that the time passes quickly.
can't sleep yet ...
Monday. 3.31.08 6:21 pm
My day is almost done.

It started at 3:15am when my alarm went off. I had only gone to bed 3 hours prior. And though the hour nap I had at Jake's house was nice, it wasn't even close to helping in me catching up on my sleep.

I get to work at 4am. For the first half of my shift, I just couldn't seem to wake up. The first two hours, I had to stop every so often just so that I wouldn't fall over from exhaustion. I ate a muffin on my first break and that woke me up enough that I didn't have to worry about falling over, but I was still energyless.

On my lunch, I walked over to the gas station and got two cold bottle of water. That woke me up some. I started moving quicker and got a good amount done the remainder of my shift.

When I finished my shift, I needed to buy some things so I did that and then headed home.

I get home, call Jake and fix myself something to eat. I still wasn't able to lay down because I needed to go up to the gym, get ma to work by 4pm and then pick Steve up at 5pm.

After I pick Steve up I came home, took a quick shower and cooked dinner. Which brings us up to this point. Right now, I'm eating dinner and waiting for my hair to dry enough for me to lay down.

Some good things happened at the gym today. I didn't work out; I was just too tired. But I did manage to get another 2 week long pass. I felt bad about not using my other pass, but my life suddenly took a rather busy turn and I was having trouble balancing it all out. I should have a better grip on things now. I plan on going to the gym at least the next three days. My eye candy was also there today. We've made eye contact; he knows I'm watching him. Now all I have to do is work on my strategy to make actual contact.

It appears that I won't be getting much sleep tonight either. I completely forgot New Amsterdam was on tonight ... until my sister said something about House. New Amsterdam is on after House. I will be getting at least 3 hours of sleep. Which will bring my total sleep hours up to about 10 in the last 72 hours. Jake wouldn't be very happy with me if he knew I was staying up to watch my show.

Believe me, though. Tomorrow after I'm home from the gym and have showered, I plan on passing the fuck out. And not waking up until I wake up. No alarms, no waking me up for food, nothing. I'm okay if Jake comes over, but that probably wouldn't even wake me.

Alrighty, I have, yet again, managed to write a longer-than-expected entry so I shall end it here. I'm sure there was other stuff I wanted to write about, but I'm just too tired to remember.
3 Comments.


Mm, cold water. :P Bottled water usually doesn't taste that good, though. It's all... chemical-y.
» randomjunk on 2008-04-01 01:43:46

Bwhahaha
"Believe me, though. Tomorrow after I'm home from the gym and have showered, I plan on passing the fuck out."
So eloquently put...I love it!

Life is so much more fun when you're doing stuff, eh? Ok, so you have to sacrifice a little sleep in the meantime, but I think it's worth it honestly. And then you have Jake too...or is anything really going on there?
» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-04-01 02:22:01

I do love
Being busy, but man sometimes that lack of sleep can really catch up to you and bite you in the ass :) SLEEP
» PinkPanther08 on 2008-04-01 02:59:50

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