I forgot to tell someone that I was expecting a package so when they tried to deliver it today, no one was home to accept it. Fuck. Now I have to wait even longer until I can read The Host.

What I don't understand is that the last time I ordered through Barnes & Noble, they didn't require a signature. They just rang the doorbell and by the time I got to the door, they were pulling away; the package was just sitting at the door. This time, it didn't say on the order e-mail that a signature was required, but apparently it did. Otherwise I'd have my book right now.

Instead I have to wait for the slip to come in the mail and then find a UPS store so that I can go pick it up. Fuck.

Anywho, I had every right to be worried about Jacob ... after not hearing from him in two days. Jake's phone has been off the last two days because it had died and he couldn't find his charger. But him being in the hospital was one of the last, yet first, things on my mind. I was actually able to get the car today so I decided to go up to his work and suprise him. Well, when I pulled into the parking lot, his car wasn't there. I had a bad feeling that it wouldn't be there, but I was hoping that's all it was. Unfortunately the bad feeling was correct.

I went in, asked about him and got a very vague answer: "he's still not feeling well so I'm covering for him today." It worried me even more when he said, "have they not told you?" I felt my heart skip a beat. Everything that could possibly go wrong went through my head in about 5 seconds.

I drove over to his house thinking he'd be asleep, but would be okay with me waking him up. When I got there, I saw his car was there, but not his mom's. I figured this would be even better. I could sit and cuddle with him for a while before having to explain to his mom why I was just randomly there.

I knocked. I rang the doorbell. Nothing. That's when I started to freak out. I calmed down a little bit when he called me. But only a little bit.

He was also supposed to get out of the hospital today so he wasn't even going to tell me that he had been in. But the fact that I was up there ... he kind of had no choice. His phone held enough of a charge for him to tell me where he was and how to get there. So I spent a couple hours with him up in his hospital room.

Hopefully he'll be able to go home tomorrow like they're telling him he should be able to. I'll be taking the car again to go see him. Either at home or at the hospital; wherever he's at. I'm hoping for home because I hate hospitals. They make me very uncomfortable.

Now that I know what's going on with him, it's relieved some of the physical stress. Unfortunately my pounding headache is back. I'm not sure if my headache was always this bad and the physical stress overpowered it or if the headache subsided and is now back. Either way, my head hurts.

Now that I've written a long ass entry and my headache is worsening by the minute, I'm going to end it here. I'll write again probably tomorrow.

Wait... why was he in the hospital? :S
» randomjunk on 2008-05-10 01:50:01

When was he hospitalized? I hope you'd get The Host soon.
» Nuttz on 2008-05-10 04:56:38

Her vital signs are kinda low. :|
» randomjunk on 2008-05-10 06:20:06

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