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My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)
if you're bored...
How well do you think you know me?
The weather
The WeatherPixie
my little guy
elouai's doll maker 3
My Love...
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...hypnotising
Your love is...everlasting
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The hardest things
Life was simple

The Colors of the Rainbow {© 2004}
Red is the color of blood
That flows from my neck

Orange is the color of fire
That melts away my flesh

Yellow is the color of bees
That sting and send poison through my veins

Green is the color of sickness
That rests in my stomach

Blue is the color of pain and sorrow
That has caused me to do this

Purple is the color of the flower
That lies on my grave

And black is the color of death
That has slowly crept upon me
Monkey's poem {© 2004}
And now you come to join the wonders of my life.
So welcome, welcome all.
Enter that which is my hell.
That which is my life still unlived.
Welcome to this the pain that keeps me alive.
Welcome to my broken heart, a result of many relationships passed.
And to this curse, I am forced to live.
To my loneliness which has come from being forced to go.
Welcome to this ... as I leave.
Welcome now, to my suicide.
Life and Love {© 2004}
Life and love alike are similar to flowers. Like a rose. Flowers are born, they bloom, they wilt and they die. That's exactly how life and love work. They are born, bloom, wilt and die and in that time frame we go through so much shit, a herd of cattle could not match it.
Love/Hate {© 2004}
There is a very thin line between love and hate. You don't realize just how thin that line is until you are standing over it; half of you on the side of love and the other half on the side of hate. It is a really confusing time and it's not easy to deal with. All you can do is hope that the time passes quickly.
trying not to count the days
Sunday. 8.17.08 11:19 am
I'm trying very hard not to think about how long I've been living with Jacob and his mother. I was only supposed to stay for two weeks and I'm about to pay her for my third week here, which would mean I'm starting my fourth week in this apartment.

I'm also trying very hard to give him and her both time alone and space to themselves. A not-so-easy feat when you're sharing a room with your beau. Also a not-so-easy feat when you're a person who doesn't really like going anywhere, especially if you have nowhere to go and not enough money to go anywhere else.

I'm still searching for a job, obviously a much harder task than believed. Even with all the "now hiring!" signs that seem to be posted everywhere. I've applied at each of those places, with the exception of the food service industries and I've called half of those places back. Am I getting anywhere? No. Of course not.

Anywho, about the only thing that's new is that I'm now on the pill. Hopefully I won't have to deal with the wrath of Mother Nature as I did this month. I was literally in bed for a day and a half. I've never been in so much pain, nor have I been as sick. I'm glad that it's passed and I hope I never have to deal with that again. My one and only issue with taking it is that I'm so against taking meds that I've never had to remember to take a pill at the same time every single day. It's not hard, just annoying.

Jacob and I have made a compromise. I'm not going to go into details, but it's one that I'm looking very forward to. You don't want to know what the details are anyway. I'll just let your imaginations run wild. If, and that's a big if, you're able to put the complete lack of clues together and guess, I'll confirm it. Otherwise, I'll quite enjoy your imaginitave stories, if you feel compelled to inform me.

Alright, I know that's not much of an update, but I guess it's better than nothing. I have no idea when I'll write again. I'm sure I'll be back eventually though.
3 Comments.


I read 'compromise' and suddenly thought of two people wearing those sumo suits, except they were like dinosaurs, and battling it out in that arena-type-thing with those giant Q-tips.

Honestly, I did. :P
» randomjunk on 2008-08-17 06:18:02

I hope things goes well for you soon.

Are you compromising like Edward and Bella did before she got turned into a vampire?
» Nuttz on 2008-08-17 11:09:07

re:
I hope so.. I really don't like needing to depend on people like that.

Oohhh... it has to do with cars or sex?
» Nuttz on 2008-08-18 12:13:54

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